confusion

I am sitting in front of my computer and try to push me to work on my thesis.

nowadays, i don't know my feeling.

we are here in Irvine, it supposed to be happy BUT am I?

I wish we had chance to design our life and could see the future. in that situation I redesign across the world of my life , from first to end.

Day by day is tus to decide. I am exhausted.....

وقتی من ، ما شد...